Love

'Love" The word itself tells u that what does it mean, its my most favourite topic because i felt the pain of love.This blog is about me, about my love,about my girl, i met her in 4th grade, her name is Shruthi, we were in the same bench in class we use to share lot of things like favourite sports,music,movie etc. she is very smart in the class but i was not every morning she always use to scold me for not doing my homework and after sometime she gives her book to copy. In class not even one minute I been without her,I loved her presence all the time with me. she left the school after 5th grade to another school for better education because the school which we were studying s__ks. First i didn't feel anything without her presence but after some years i realized that the sharings was not alone the favourites but also my heart. The life without her is went on like hell in those days, that went on like 8 long years till my college 1st year each one who knows about me they also know about my love even my brothers and sister. My sister was studying in the city when she was doing her 2nd masters, she came home for one easter and then she was about to leave within 2 days,she asked me book a ticket in a express bus which she use to travels its like 9 hours travel from my place. when she was about to leave, I was with her to depart her that time she asked me about my girl, i told still I am searching for her with lot of hope and love. than she left. On that night i got a call from my sister saying that "Chacko i saw your girl da" chacko is my pet name, that time i was like oh my gosh shouting, crying, smiling jumping all over the place saying yes yes, I felt like heaven and i want to die that movement, then i asked her how you saw her,she said that she was sitting right next to her in the bus when they started chating,she came to know that was my girl also she asked about me that time she told that she still remembers me. Then she gave the phone to her when she said hello i was like floating its like they way we feel after we drink more alchol. i was going on hearing her voice there was no words with me to coversate that went on like 2 minutes then I got her contact and stuffs. I started calling her daily and spend like 5 hours in talking and more I love those days but thing is still she believes that i am a good friend to her so i didn't propose her yet, she didn't know about my love for her, i didn't tell my love because i don't want to destroy her hope for me also because i love her lot than anything.Then i came here i still have contact with her through social network like Facebook and i use to call her ones in two weeks and eagerly waiting for the day when i am going to tell my love.As i said with lot of hope and love for her.